I realise only now that this book was planned long before I knew anything about it. The message that it carries will create confusion in many, anger in some, but a ‘remembering’ within others I realise only now that this book was planned long before I knew anything about it. The message that it carries will create confusion in many, anger in some, but a ‘remembering’ within others.
It created a ‘cross-road’ in my life. I came to the point where everything that I believed in was challenged. The ‘cross-road’ represented for me, the need for drastic change in my thinking and attitudes. I have to be totally honest in saying, it was not easy.
We can all look at our lives and speak about change, as if it was the easiest thing to do. However, I found it was not. I went through the most difficult and painful period of my life in letting go of so many things.
Elonias came into my life in 1986. That’s my story, not his. He says that he has always been with me, but he was not able to make himself known to me until I was ready to ‘remember’.
The journey that we have shared so far has allowed me to view my concept of life through a different vantage point. Elonias always speaks of the image that we create, that we call our real selves, which in fact, is really the illusion.
That was the difficult part. The illusion of my life. What was the purpose of it all, if my life was illusion? All that I had created, and all of the effort that I had put into my life, so that I could be a better person and help others.